Natsuko304

When the sun reclines and a shadow is left Can you see it? Prompted by the sky's red hues A feeling of hostility settles A consuming resentment Silently waiting to be provoked Expecting to be triggered by some trivial thing Can you see it? Searching for a catalyst A growing abhorrence This intense indignation That thrives on the thought of your deconstruction With every mistake you make Every misfortune that comes upon you It flourishes Can you see it? Growing into something far more pure Something nearly overwhelming Something that will grip the heart Engulf it in a contemptuous blanket And take it past the edge of redem

My true self is thrown unto the asphalt In a flashback two days are seen my weak self and "you whom I love" From what I can remember, and that's not much, there never was a bridge between us. If you were on another planet, I would have done anything in my power to get to you. If you were lost in a crowd, all you had to do was whisper my name and I would have been able to find you. It's not like that now. That connection has wavered. I can feel it fading. I feel that soon it won't exist at all. Memories of you are being forgotten. I can barely remember what you look like now. I'm starting to forget the sound of your voice, the way you la

In the nick of time We're on a fast track to nowhere Soaring high above everyone and everything A perfectly imperfect marriage of chemicals Becoming completely unaware of our surroundings Running together but going nowhere How can a substance that creates such a great feeling be so harmful to the health Right now, we don't care All we can think about is the bittersweet feeling of the drugs coursing through our veins The danger of it just magnifies the sensation We were only supposed to do it once Who knew we'd become addicted so quickly When we started, we were nearly strangers Now, he's my cocaine husband and I'm his heroin w